Reflecting on My Time

Almost two years ago I embarked on a journey that I never dreamt I would take. I’m becoming very aware of the fact that I have just over four months left of living in Scotland. Tim’s employment at the Dalkeith House and my subsequent leave of absence from my teaching position have drastically altered my life, my diversified perceptions of people and the world and invigorated my passions. Reflecting on the front step of the palace, I frequently feel an overwhelming sense of awe. I am continuously trying to situate exactly what the changes are in me, because I feel them, but specific words often elude me. It probably goes without saying that this experience has all been for the better. I am so very fortunate. My relationship with Tim has grown stronger; we’re even considering taking advantage of the civil partnership law that the UK passed last year. It really would be a dream come true. Although I am thousands of miles away from people who are most important in my life, I know we’ll be together again soon, and our relationships will be nothing less from the distance and time apart. Professionally, I have relearned the art of patience, planning and perseverance in an extremely novel setting. My teaching was pushed to another level, both in how and what I can, should and want to teach. Living and working in another culture has honestly given me a deeper sense of who I am and also a enhanced sense of the impact of the multiple variables contributing to the social identity of a community. Our travels have led to countless learning experiences and endless entertainment. Getting lost and knowing exactly where you are is a cathartic experience. I have embarked on educational experience that has seriously challenged me and provided an inexplicable enlightenment about life and numerous topics that are important to me. It is clear to me, despite the fact that we are one person in this world, it is our job to experience as much of the world as we can, however and whenever we can. I am fortunate to do this through travel and residency. I will go away from this experience with a myriad of memories and experiences too expansive to instantly recall and certainly too precious to fully appreciate. What I can elucidate, however, as a result of my experience, is that I possess an enriched sense of magnanimity, and for that I will be eternally grateful.